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how many of you occupy this body? feeling collective spring horniness bouncing jovially. imagine, unfolded in a cushioned recliner—intravascular liquid mix blood—glacial rush—fascia unfurling node by node remembering inherent openness through repetition’s loins. lush undertones held my skin while spirit broke me open. i swam womb flotations—plump energetics embodied.
transgender sky peeling through war narrative, i radiate anger at violence’s sneaky reach behind my energetic arrivals. sprawled on my living room floor, wobbly searing hot hands grace my solar plexus, salt tears pouring from their eyes to cleanse my face—my tang ducts renewing wood floor—we were in organic praise connection. we find ourselves closing the portal to a stout figure banging on and cursing through my door—vibration fear pang grasps at my organs.
hundreds of days later and mere hours post ketamine infusion therapy, my collaborator appears at the threshold blood showered adrenaline heavy. a neighborhood youth had thrown a brick at their head, and i was primary witness—visceral offenses now feeling quite deliberate.
who summoned you? why are you here at my god’s peak? what is the lesson? i sit here—curious and disturbed—ossified in questioning. this week’s newsletter acknowledges unacknowledged energies, sets boundaries, and requests swift departure. my peace belongs to me. you know where the aperture is—you are no longer needed and are released from this timeline in this way.
xoxo—care ecologist