care ecology is an online community of nearly 600 subscribers reading these words weekly. humbled by your being here, i thank you. may these words ring resonance and embody feverance mobilizing sincere placement.
tears as streams, i swim to shoreline nauseating grief egging yoke consistency battered yet buttered. gymnastic maneuvering sleeps beside burn out primped and pampered at this edge—sand, rock, earth matter, and water lovingly touch.
weighty regret of letting this person and that person behold the sacred thundering of my community, unexpected relief—my ex finally unsubscribes from my newsletter, and a Libra full moon menstrual pour so elaborate, i darken bass in blood.
miracle leaping and fringing assiduously1, enough to nearly pulse—plate so full, i choke. sun on my skin, i thaw. gravity on my back, i bend. love on my mind, i crawl. honor so thick, i’m raw. sticky refusal composts regret burning discernment flare. lesions turn lessons—drown for pleasure. tickling funk bereaves what felt feverishly relentless now healthy dissent and reminders of a future fence.
salt in my weeping chugs glucose extract as land thoroughly hydrates—i wonder—will i know better next time? will those synapses fire warning? will i come home again? will i listen to my intuition? absolutely no bad parts, i fission abolition, impart partition, and celebrate decomposition.
with great care